day 4 – venturing outside

tarantula, chilean rosehair, rose hair, grammastola rosea, moulting, tarantula moult, fangs, shedding her skin, nature, wildlife, companion animal, chupacabra, my love, furry child

date: sunday, march 22nd, 2020 time spent in isolation: 3 1/2 days how long it has felt: not very long actually, i have been super productive supplies: holding up – plenty of toilet roll, endless chocolate, but i do need … Continue reading

molecular

best friends, soulmate, jessica and kelsey, the best person i know, beautiful, beautiful women, missing you, happy birthday, partner, friendship, sisters, my love, my future, crazy world

i don’t know how i found her. i don’t know if it was fate or some subconscious manifestation / spell casting on my part. all i do know is that what they say is right… when you know, you know. … Continue reading

honey, i want you

poetry, writing, coffee shop, london, memories, old loves, bob dylan, life changes, growing up, love, learning, exploring, relationships, daydreams, writer, little poems

i used to write poetry all of the time. it’s a rare occasion these days but when i do, it’s because i don’t have a choice – something is going on in my mind or i’m listening to music and … Continue reading

page of pentacles

page of pentacles, page of coins, renaissance tarot deck, tarot cards, learning the cards, fante di denari, boy holding a coin, material world, manifestations, learning tarot, one by one, pen and journal, white feather, renaissance deck, 1987 tarot, brian williams, mythological and allegory, silk wrap

“hey, all you had to do was stay. all you had to do was stay. had me in the palm of your hand why’d you have to go and lock me out when i let you in. well it could … Continue reading

gonna go see the world

british airways, head on, cabin crew lifestyle, new opportunity, akbarali mastan, photo credit, airplane in the clouds, london heathrow, aviation, photography

i think that i will write again today, so that not all of my posts are gushing with heavy speculations and pent up reflections of life. at least, it seems like they all have been to me.   swooped vader off … Continue reading

as far as weekends go

saturday, weekend in london, london, photography, spring is here, tiny white flowers, look like pearls, white and blue, spring in the city, adventures in europe, an american in london, richmond park, deer park, wildlife, springtime bliss, watching me

i haven’t decided if i regret inviting the neighborhood pigeons to feast on my balcony. they came, they conquered, and my bird feeder was violated in such a way that it surely suffers from ptsd. it probably dreams of light sparrow pecks … Continue reading

ruta

i’ve got this friend who inspires me. from my own personal experience, the establishment and development of friendships is not easily accomplished in a city like london. the bridge between ‘let’s go dancing sometime this month’ casual acquaintance and let’s … Continue reading

there and back again – again

it’s past midnight in london. i have returned from a two-week long pilgrimage to my hometown in indiana.  despite the sounds of sleep all around me, not a bit of me is ready for bed. i’m not sure if i … Continue reading

smallholdings – my feathered future

mark hearld, st jude, smallholding, farm, sustainability, illustration, chickens

when searching the term “smallholding” on the internet, you come across these types of images:    basically, smallholding is homesteading is sustained living is getting back to the basics and feeding your family with the {pun intended} fruits of your … Continue reading

always searching

you can’t have it both ways. no matter how much you want something. i wish we weren’t always so torn into two. i wanted adventure, a never-ending list of things to do on any given day, worldly food options, foreign language, … Continue reading